I have a tendency to do what I want, instead of what's best for myself. Sometimes these things coincide, but they often don't.
In light of watching a very dramatic, but satisfying series finale of Greek, I know what I want. I think. It's just what makes me happy right now. It's comfortable. In a time when so much is changing, I am drawn towards that.
I want to draw again. And have springtime. And get excited about college and prom and my last spring as a high schooler. It's the healthiest romantic relationship I've been in. I miss my bad frisbee tosses and horror at the idea of him joining the military. I miss his family.
I don't miss losing part of my stubbornness in the process. I didn't like minimizing my political views (which are slowly leaning more moderate anyways). I don't really mind him being an asshole sometimes-it's fun when you're in on it.
Do I want him back? Yeah, I think I do. I like relationships. They keep me safe. They keep me alive. They give me moments to tell my grandchildren about. He keeps me happy.
(all typos a result of having typed this on my iPod)
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About....the World...my World?
This blog follows some of the more random aspects of my life. Not always the most important, or the most interesting, but what sticks with me at the end of the day.
The Blogger
So I suppose that my identity isn't that much of a secret, but for the sake of avoiding pedophiles for a while longer...just call me Luna.
Me? I am an artsy-fartsy overanlytical bookworm who has a penchant for adjectives and traveling, and a fetish for shoes.
(P.S. I also have a tendency to write bad poetry and rant sometimes. Just go with it.)
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It was Andrea. All Andrea. She's awesome.
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