A TV Related Realization

As I most often do, I had realization of sorts today watching a favorite show of mine.  I recently made a choice of mine own.  A choice that was not what my parents necessarily wanted.

But it grants me more freedom and less worry.  It was a decision that I felt was best for me.  This was possibly the first time I did what I thought was best for myself, despite that my parents believed the contrary.

I thought this decision would bring worries.  But it's honestly relaxing. 

Yesterday was a time of growing up for me.  I dealt with a scary situation and handled the police on my own.  Today might be the first day that I can say that I feel like an adult.

So thanks Awkward season finale.  I feel more at peace than I have in a long time.

Line Up

College has brought many new boys to my attention.  I may, dare I say it, even fancy one.  However, I don't know him particularly well yet.

I realized something tonight, as I was on facebook.  I really need to get off facebook.  But...he looks the same.  You know the serial killers who all kill blond, middle aged women because they remind them of their abusive mother or whatever?  Well, I have a very, very set in stone type.  So yeah, I'm definitely not killing these boys, I promise.

But I don't really want to have a type.  Unfortunately, my sort of college is full of my type.  It lacks diversity big time. Sigh.  At least I have a rough idea of what my future kids will look like already.