I've felt a lot of feelings. But I've never quite felt this helpless before. In my life, there's very little that I feel that I can't affect some way. But how do I change someone else's thoughts? That's not part of my life, yet it affects me.
As much as I want to write off this helplessness as PMS, it can't be.
I can't change that I didn't have enough time on my precalculus final. I can't change that I feel like my relationship is falling apart. I can't change that I'm busy and Nate's busy and robotics is everyday, and it's all a big mess right now.
I don't do boy problems. I hate drama. I'm dating the most drama-free boy I know. And because of it, it's dramatic. He won't speak his mind, so he doesn't talk at all! I mean, he talks but it isn't about anything important. How do you fix something that's not yours to change?
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Just keep swimming!
ReplyDeleteOn a side note, I hate drama, too!